sometimes it’s easy
and sometimes it’s hard
and sometimes when i first wake up in the morning it feels like it never happened…
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i will not set myself on fire just so someone will put me out.
if i set myself on fire it’s because i want to crash and burn.
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eff yeah!
i feel like and orange peeling master when the center/spine/core thingy comes out with the peel!
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and how am i still fat?
just realized that i haven’t eaten since 6:30 this morning…
blargh to that!
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wow….
830 am looks a whole lot different when you’ve been up since 5….
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Monkey meat raviolis are a cure for one of your worst days ever.
They’ve been boiled because there’s nothing worse than cold monkey meat
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in which i post about myself and a sense of accomplishment!
i’ve never been an active person. i’m not cut from active cloth. i played soccer for two weeks as a child. and then decided that it just wasn’t for me. i hated gym class until we got to play lacrosse my senior year and had an excuse to use my girth to plow in to the skinny girls who whooped my ass at everything else.
i know that this lack of movement is part of the reason why i’m ill all of the time. i am stuck in that rut of i want to get in shape, but the things that i feel like doing to get there require me to get in to shape first.
i’m finally in a place in my life where i feel good enough about myself and care so little about the what the world thinks that i want to get to a healthy size and place because it’s what i want for me, rather than what i feel i should do.
so, after that ramble, this is where i get to my point.
i started c25k today. i walked… and then ran… and then walked and ran for 30 minutes today. and i am going to finish the program. it may take me 2 or 3 times longer than it’s supposed to, but i’m gonna do it!
my feet feel like they’re made of lead. and i’m well aware of how out of shape i am.
but i’m damn proud of myself! i have been hurting for about 8 hours, but i decided to put the hoodie on and put the earbuds in and do it anyway. and that’s what i’m most proud of. i didn’t make an excuse. i just did it.
my whole life i’ve been slightly jealous of those girls with the bouncy ponytail who just go for a run. i never thought i could be anything close to that.
but today… i did it.
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good morning, Tumblr
47 day’s till i turn 30.
sneezed this morning and tinkled a little bit….
coincidence???
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A day….
I have had one of those days where even though I’m exhausted and in quite a bit of pain it doesn’t matter…
Because I got to spend it with people that I love and who love me!
Oh…. and I got to buy a new book!
-grin-
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i wont be posting anything….
well, because my brother reads this, and that’s just EW!
but i can assure you… under these clothes… it’s definitely happening!
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this is really just a bunch of stuff that i want here. 
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